Well I started the job at the hospital. While still working at Subway, and helping my mom in the morning with my brother and sister, and I am soooo Tired. Anyways, yeah I have been like on the go, well Shawn and I have been talking about getting an apartment, in like a year and a half. But I think that I am just going to go buy a trailer, and charge him cheep rent when the time comes. :-)

Well enough with the good I guess. I have been feeling very alone again latly. I know I have my friends and my family. Oh yeah Brandon I guess (there is no feelings there) I feel so reformed, and so changed from where, I was and I want to be able to share all of that again. I guess I am just here with holding on to all of this love, and no body there to take it. goodnight all