Well I know that it has been forever scince I have wrote anything in here. (Please forgive me) That doesn't mean that my life has stopped it just means that I have been really busy. For starters I am leaving for college next week. (Do you believe it) I still can't believe that the past year as lead me to a path to follow my dreams and do things I never thought possible. I have realized that in the past I held on to things for so long, that held no purpose other than to hurt me. So, I began the healing process of letting go. As of right now there is no relationship in my life, but don't worry that doesn't mean I'm not in love, It just means I have realized that it is for the best for me to stay out of them for awhile.